aberrantchild88's Journal

Quiz from Shiran
General Information
State your full name: Holly Nelson
Spell your name backwards: Noslen Ylloh
Do you like your name?: ehh.. a little boring
If you could change it, would you, and to what? Natasha, Vivienne.. Gladys?
Tell me your age: 16
Location: Connecticut.
Gender: female
Birthplace: Hartford, CT
Birthstone: periodot.. y'know.. the booger-colored one
Birthday: 8/8/88
Sign: leo
Righty or Lefty: Right, I guess, although I'm ambidexterous
Occupation: Student
Screen name: abberRANTchild88
What does your screen name stand for: abberrant= deviating from the norm.
Email Address: Andromeda1388@yahoo.com

Your Looks
Height: 5'5"
Weight: Do I have to say?
Shoe size: 8
Hair Color: Depends on my mood.. Sometimes Red, sometimes blonde.. black would be interesting
Hair Length: a little past my waist
Eye Color: Bluish-greenish-gray. Agate?
Glasses: only sunglasses
Contacts: No.
Braces: no, but always wanted them for some strange reason...
Piercings: nope
Tattoos: No, but I used to want to be a tattoo artist..

Fashion
Where do you shop: wherever there's a sale
What do you usually wear: Random shit...
What kind of shoes do you wear: really worn in comfy sneakers, or ridiculously high heels
Do you wear a watch: No.. I just sort of go with my gut where time is concerned.. true, this has gotten me into trouble a few times at school.. the teachers just don't seem to understand..
Color you never wear: brown, olive drab
Color you wear at least once a week: black, purple
Do you wear make up everyday: used not to, but recently discovered that makeup is a lot like paint.. only more fun, because you get to wear it.
Make up essential: eye makeup
Most cherished piece of clothing: my super-bummy pajama pants
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing: Doesn't really matter.. clothes are clothes, they don't really define you.
Do you wear belts: No!! I hate them
Do you wear hats: When I go out in the sun during the summer, yes.. otherwise I fry
How many pairs of shoes do you have: 7?

Relationships/Love
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes.
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: none
Do you like anyone?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: lust, yes.. love, no
Have you ever been in love?: not sure
Are you in love?: Perhaps o_O
Have you ever told someone you loved them?: Yes
Has someone ever told you that they loved you?: Yes
Who is the first person you kissed: A real kiss? Haha.. gave one of my friends a peck on the cheek when I was 7, but i guess that doesn't really count... nobody
What do you look for in a guy/girl: Great sense of humor, intelligent, a little bit mischievous. Also, kindness.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Their facial expressions.
Best hair color: Black, dark brown
What do you want your wedding to be like?: Informal.. a short ceremony and a party that lasts all night.

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets: white, with the little mermaid all over them
What color are your bedroom walls: a horrendous shade of pink, soon to be either pale purple or green
Do you have posters on your wall: no
Do you have a tv in your bedroom: No
How many pillows are on your bed: none.. i sleep without a pillow
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: an enormous t shirt
What size bed do you have: Twin
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: No, but a waterbed would be cool.. I wouldn't want a bunkbed, since I have a nasty habit of rolling out of bed at night
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: No
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Sometimes. Usually just a cat or two asleep on my feet.
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: No, thank god..
Do you snore: My sister claims that i do, but my parents won't back her up on it..
How about drool: yes, sometimes.. while napping
Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yes.. despise it.
What color is the carpet in your room: Oriental rug (maroon)
What's under your bed: Suitcases full of art junk

Your opinions
Rock music is..: great.. especially older stuff (Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin..)
Pop music is..: OK when you just want to phase out..
Your thoughts on anarchy: As long as I'm not the one getting overthrown..
Do you believe in God?: not currently
Do you believe in Satan: Not really
Do you believe there is a heaven: Not sure. A lot of people who have had near-death experiences claim to have gone to some heaven-like place. Maybe they make it up, maybe they try to make themselves believe they are there while they are dying.. who knows. It could exist. There's no way to be certain until you've died.
Do you believe there is a hell: Yes.. it's called high school.
Do you believe in aliens: How can we possibly be the only intelligent life? We're a little tiny speck in the middle of something much, much larger than us. The 'aliens' have probably just been smart enough thus far to leave us to our own silly little problems without getting themselves involved.
Do you believe in Bigfoot: not unless I saw it myself. It would be cool if it existed, though.

What do you think of...
God: Actually having a difficult time grappling with this question.. I recently became more interested in the concept of Christianity, and in sprituality in general.. still not sure whether I believe in God or not.
Homosexuals: Why should anyone bar them from finding happiness? If that's what floats their boat, let them go ahead and be openly gay, get married, etc. There are two gay men that live on my street, and both are very nice individuals.
Abortion: If it is the best solution, yes, but I would hate to ever have to make that decision.. either way, i would probably regret it for the rest of my life.
Pre-marital sex: Hmm... if you loved someone very much, and were positive they would remain loyal to you
Politics: liberal democrat
Gas prices in America: Bush is an oil man. 'Nuff said. We should be attempting to make the switch from gas to electric or fuel cells right now.

Favorites
Color: black, purple
Number: 8
Season: autumn
Quote:
Store: The Lily Pad, Joann's, Dick Blick (art supplies)
Type of music: Indian (esp. sitar and tabla) ragtime, big band music, delta blues, bluegrass, old rock, classical.. just got into techno.. folksy stuff
Band: Not sure. Nickel Creek? Just heard them.. they're awesome..
Singer: Elvis. Don't laugh. (Before his Vegas days)
Rapper: Eminem? Just for the creepiness of it.. interesting once in a while.. sort of like atonal classical stuff... you can only stomache so much.
Song:: Hotel California (The Eagles)
Movie: Silence of the Lambs, Jurassic Park
Actor: Jim Kerry, Bill Murray
Actress: Gwyneth Paltrow, Cate Blanchett
Kind of movies: action, tragedy, romance, comedy
Book: One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Place to be: In a group of friends
Time of day: Late night
Thing to do: Either making something on my own, painting, drawing, etc. Or chillin with a group of friends
Person to talk to: Anybody with a good sense of humor
Clothing Brand: anything ecclectic.. funky
Animal: lemur
Food: Indian, Chinese, Thai, Italian, Nepali.. anything non-American
Pizza topping: Olives, tomato, feta and basil leaves
Holiday: HALLOWEEN!!
Restaraunt: Lemongrass (Thai) -- and my friend's annual Dasai (Nepali) but that's not a restaurant, more of a potluck..
Fast food place: Roy Roger's
Boy's name: Xavier, Nicolai, Mordecai, maybe Shiran..
Girl's name: Vivienne, Persimmone, Titania, Gladys
Word: visceral, emasculate hahah
Month: October
Candy: Lindt chocolate

This or that
loser/wannabe: Why do I have to be either?
Doughnuts/bagels: Bagels w/ nova and cream cheese!! YUM
Day/night: Night.
Coffee/tea:: tea, definitely
Hamburgers/hotdogs: Veggie burger
Rap/rock: Rock
Swiss cheese/american cheese: Swiss
Silver/gold: Silver, although gold can be pretty once in a while.
McDonalds/Taco Bell: Hate both
Sweet/sour: Sweet.
Hot/cold: Whenever it's one, I wish for the other.
Winter/summer: Winter
Spring/fall: fall
Read/watch tv: Reading. I barely watch any tv
Cd's/tapes: Cd's.
Dvd's/vhs: Dvd's.
Old/new: New
Pink/red: Red.
Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white- they have a nice nostalgia to them.
Meat/vegetables: Vegetables
Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese
Scary movies/comedies: Comedies- I love horror, but only when it's well done. I'm still searching for the perfect, chilling horror movie.
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals
Dogs/Cats: cats
Unicorns/fairies: Unicorns
Water/land: Land.
Sugar/spice: Spice- I love spicy stuff!!
Black/white: Black.
ribbons/bows: Ribbons, I guess. What kind of a question is that?
Chicken/beef: Chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: It doesn't matter, so long as they are the small kind.. I absolutely HATE the big bulbs.. my family has actually been feuding about this topic for a LONG time.. every year, my my puts up small colored lights along with BIG colored lights on our christmas tree.. even though I beg her not to use the big ones, she always puts them on.. so each year, I protest by unscrewing one bulb somewhere on the tree.. which makes all of the big bulbs go out.. then it's almost like they're not there. ;)
Cars/trucks: little, tiny cars- geo metros!!
Popcorn/pretzels: Popcorn.
Picture frames/photo albums: Picture frames
Pens/pencils: Pens

Have You Ever
Mooned anyone: perhaps.. my sister?
Been on a diet: Yes..
Been to a foreign country: not really (Niagara falls, Canadian side, once. Very lame. Very American. Very, very yuppy.)
Broken a bone: Never
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: No
Swore at a teacher: Nope
Got in a fight: yes.. especially when i was in 3rd grade.. I was in some kind of a girl gang.. I got the wind knocked out of me by our rival gang's leader when he punched me in the stomache.. then I kicked him in the shins and made him cry.
Dated a teacher: NO!!
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: no
Thought about killing your enemy: no, actually
Gone skinny dipping: yes, hahah
Told a little white lie: yes
Stolen anything: no
Been on TV: yes, a couple times, for random stuff
Been on the radio: not YET>>
Been on stage: Yes
Been to a concert: Lots of classical concerts, no rock or pop
Dated one of your best friends: Nope
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: no
Broken the law: Ummm... i think so
Been to a rodeo: No
Been on a talk show: No
Been on a game show: Never
Been on an airplane: Yeah.
Got to ride on a firetruck: yes
Came close to dying: yes.. I guess.. I've barely escaped being hit by cars several times, and I almost got struck by some really bizarre ball lightening this past year.. But no 'seeing the white light' shit
Cheated on a bf/gf: no
Gave someone a piggy back ride: yes, funness!
Terrorized a babysitter: yes, hahaha.. but then I felt bad afterwards and never did it again.
Made a mud pie: No, but my parents have a tape of me when I was 2, in which I am stuffing mud into a little box and calling it 'Lucky Charms.'
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: No, but off of walls and skyscrapers.. yes
Snuck out of the house at night: YES
Been so drunk you don't remember your name: No.
Had an eating disorder: No, although I'm not completely happy with my body. I guess nobody really is.
Felt like you didn't belong: Yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel: Yes, I hate it!!
Smoked: no
Done drugs: no
Been arrested: No.
Had your tonsils removed: Yes!! It was terrible.. first I was terrorized because I walked in on a phone conversation my mother was having with the surgeon about mortality rates due to bad anesthesiologists, and then after I had the surgery, I couldn't talk for about 4 months because my vocal chords were slightly nicked during the procedure.. My family didn't think I would ever be able to talk normally again!!
Gone to camp: Yes.. this summer.. Meadowmount (aka Ghettomount, aka violin boot camp.) Very intense. 7 weeks.. 5 hours of practice a day.. not very much fun..
Won a bet: I once made a bet with my father that I could go without eating for 1 week. I was well on my way to winning the 15 dollars I had bet when my mom learned about what I was doing and was so worried that she made my dad call of the bet. Oh well..
Written a love letter: no
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: Never been in love, but have gone out of my way to be with friends
Written a love poem: Yes
Kissed in the rain: No, but sounds fun
Slow danced with someone you love: slowdanced, yes..
Participated in an orgy: NO!! (Who writes these questions, anyway?)
Faked an orgasm: No! (Again..)
Stolen a kiss: yes, I guess.. when I was 7 or something
Asked a friend for relationship advice: No, I'm usually the person people ask for relationship advice, although I have no clue why, as I've never had a boyfriend.
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: yes, if you count family members
Gotten a speeding ticket: No.
Done jail time: No.
Had to wear a uniform to work: No.
Won a trophy: yes- 2nd place in trick and fancy at the Hartford Fiddle competition when I was 11, I think..
Thrown up in public: Is a nurse's office public?
Bowled a perfect game: No way.
Failed/got held back: no
Roasted pumpkin seeds: yes.. yum
Taken ballet/karate lessons: I've taken ballet off and on for a few years, don't do it anymore.
Attempted suicide: No, but I've contemplated it, not with the intent of doing it, just wondering what it would be like. I guess I'm somewhat morbid like that..
Cut yourself: no

Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. barbies, yes. I used to love to cut their hair, dye it blue, make martian barbies, goth barbies, way-too-much-makeup barbies, etc..
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: Nope
Did you play Simon Says: yes, but I always thought it was kind of easy and stupid..
Did you wet the bed: Yeah, when i was younger
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: No, but I used to be terrified that I would look out my window at night and see a pair of glowing eyes staring back at me.
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: No.
Were you shy: no
Were you spoiled: still am lol
Were you abused: no, except for those suzuki classes, when I made a royal pain of myself and got a few whacks on the head with my bow from certain harassed and tired adults..
Did you go to the circus: Yes!! I wanted to be a contortionist for the longest time, until I realized that I have virtually no natural flexibility. I can put both my legs behind my head, but that's about it. I also wanted to be a tiger tamer. Ahh.. always have wanted to join the circus..
Did you go to the zoo: Yeah.
Were you in a car accident: Yeah, small one
Did you build snowmen: Yes!
Did you cry when you scraped your knee: yes
Were your older cousins mean to you: Not especially. Annoying, though, although they're really cool now.
Did you think slinkies were cool: of course, especially going down stairs..
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: I guess so. I used to love that show. I always liked the rat a lot.
Were you afraid of the dark: No.
Did you have slumber parties: Yes
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: No. Who are New Kids on the Block?
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: I believed in Santa Claus unti my grandmother started claiming responsibility for all the presents my sister and I really, really liked (The ones labeled 'From Santa.) My dad used to tell me that our pet rabbit was the easter bunny, so when it died and I still got candy, i put 2 and 2 together. Oh well. And I did believe in the tooth fairy for a long time.. I used to write really long letters to her.

Random
Do you have any hidden talents: drawing, stilt walking, pogo stick, lol... lotsa stuff
Do you play any sports: no, but I like running and tennis
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: Ghost World or Moon Child
Do you drive: Not yet... (Parents are uncertain about me getting my permit..)
Do you think your good looking: No, I need to lose about 20 lbs.
Do others think you are good looking: not really
Would you ever sky dive: absolutely, but I'd rather hang glide
How many rooms do you have in your house: not sure
Are you afraid of roller coasters: Used to, now I love them! I can't find anything thrilling enough..
Do you own a pooltable: No
Do you have a pool: yes.. one of those round, above ground things. I barely use it though.. I think it's sort of ugly. I keep trying to convince my parents to get rid of it so I can plant a garden there.
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: Yes, but we have to revive it all the time.
Do you like chocolate: who doesn't? I live for the stuff..
How many U.S. states have you been to: Not many.. Rhode Island, Massachusetts, Florida, Virgiania, West Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Maine.. I think that's about it.
Ever wished on a shooting star: yes
How many kids do you want to have: probably two, but not until my husband and I have had 5 or 6 years to ourselves. (That's IF I ever get married.. not sure about that..)
Future daughters names: Pelmerina.. not sure where that came from. Just thought of it. Lahara? I like elegant names (probably the kind no kid would want to be saddled with.)
Future sons names: Xavier, Mordecai, Nicolai, Alexander
What is your ideal way to die: either gently, after having lived a very full life, or quickly and in a blaze, before I become old enough to hurt all the time.
How do you release stress: ripping and tearing up stuff like pillowcases.. much to my parent's chagrin. I once kicked an enormous, (1 1/2 by 1 1/2 foot) hole through both the walls of my sister and I.
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: Never
Do you hate chain e-mails: Yes!!
Are you a deep sleeper: no, not at all
Are you a good story teller: I like to think so.
Do you like to burn candles or incense: Incense. I hate the waxy quality candles give to the air.. I just think of all the little tiny wax molecules floating into my lungs and coating them.. *shudder*
Do you have your own credit card: Nope
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: Cover my college tuition, then put it towards my parent's retirement.
Do you have a check book: Nope
Do you like your drivers licence: If I had one..
Do you tan easily: There is no point between Casper and lobster for me. I even burn through clothes.. pathetic..
What color is your hair naturally: light brown
How many fillings do you have: None
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: None..never had a cavity
Worst feeling in the world?: Feeling like nobody believes you, or takes you seriously.
Best feeling in the world: Hanging with friends, being crazy and having fun.
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: Never
Do you paint your nails?: Only toe nails
What color is your tooth brush?: pink
What's on your desktop?: A black and white still of Nosferatu (1st vampire movie- really old, silent. Very cool.)
Do you like roller coasters: yes, but they're not scary enough anymore.
Do you do drugs: no. I rarely even take Tylenol..
Are you a virgin: Yes
Do you have any pets: 6 cats, 1 insane, obnoxious dog
What time do you go to sleep: Whenever the hell I want to
Are you a strong person: my legs are pretty strong, but my arms are weak.
Are you an artisitic person: yes
Are you a realistic person?: sometimes..
Do you like yourself?: rarely
What do you like about yourself?: that I try to be kind to people
What dont you like about yourself?: My legs, the fact that I can't sing very well, that I'm not better at math, and that I have a terrible memory!!
Can you play any instruments?: violin, a little piano, a little harp, some mandolin. Also.. grass
Are you depressed?: sometimes
Have you ever been suicidal?: not really
Do you do drugs?: no
Do you drink alcohol?: Once in a while.. my parents let me drink half a glass of what they're having once in a while. I'm not really a fan of anythign but wine and champagne. Beer is disgusting.
Missing anyone right now? yes.. all the people that I haven't been able to speak to all summer..
What do you want to do with your life?: Something creative. Besides that, no idea
What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?: Having found a way to express myself, some way to help others and find contentment

A few questions I've added myself:

Do you like video games?: Don't play them much, they're ok
Do you think pro wrestling is real or fake?: ha.. fake
Who's your favorite comedian?: Bill Murray, Steve Martin, Jim Kerry...
Rap music, love it or hate it?: can't say.. some is ok
Reason why you love/hate it?: too harsh
Random things you say online: yo what up home slice
Which celebrities have you seen in person?: do Sarah Chang and Itzhak Perelman count?
Which celebrities would you like to meet in person?: Not sure
If you have seen a celebrity, what was your favorite moment with one?: Wouldn't know
What is your primary career goal: Do something where I have a lot of freedom, able to be creative, make enough money to support myself and/or my family comfortably
If you couldn't reach your primary career goal, do you have a secondary?: Something fulfilling
If you could meet any fictitious characters, who would it be?:Aslan (I think is the name) from The Chronicles of Narnia
If you could have sex with any fictionous characters, who would it be?: Sho or Kae from Moonchild
Do you like your life?: A little
Do you like life itself: yes, too much.. I get caught up in just the happiness of living, and forget to do other stuff... like studying, and practicing, and sleeping..

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